nothing to talk about

do you really want to talk about karma with me huh ? well , i dont . coz i've seen the 'karma' in a diff way den others do . karma doesnt get into ur life immediately ! ur asshole attitude jerk sometimes will be revenge by other ppl in a diff way . for example , you are a fucking bitch in 6 yrs back . but maybe the so called karma will get u now .

i dont really believe in karma actually . based on my experience , good thing will definitely never ever gives u something u need back . never . im not being negative or something . im just saying based on my experience . so judging is not allowed .

so , lets not talk about karma ok ? :) just sit back and relax . n yea , im good . thank you for asking .




thank you

the future isnt always gonna be bright dear :)

a wise man once told me ; marriage is like cooking . you have to mix up all the spices, salt and sugar . you dont need the exact quantity of each , coz to be an excellent chef , you just need to measure it using ur heart .

but thats the thing , i may be great at cooking , i may be able to cook something new by just looking at the tv show and end up we are all having a delicious dinner . alhamdullilah . BUT , in relationship , i would say u will be eating rubbish for ur dinner dear .




mak sy ckp , tak baik berdendam lama2 . sbb tuh la sy maafkan semua ex sy . so jgn pepandai nak tanye ape masalah sy bile sy berkawan dgn mereka . terima kasih :)

maybe ..

trying to get a whole new view of things .

alhamdulillah , finals dah hbs . now tinggal nk kne present video je . video pun blum siap di re-do . ah , esk saja . mlm ini mlm pesta . pesta bg ku adalah pesta alam fantasi . tidur !

smalam pun dah tdo kul 4 lebih . bgn kul 7 . di quarantine kan 7 JAM ! penat .. penat sgt .

setiap yang jd , ada hikmah yg telah di tentukan .
kalau aku srg je yg trima pun xboleh jugak kan ? perlukan masa mungkin .
akan ku kotakn janji2 ku sebelum november . insyallah . dengan izin Allah .
bertenang sj . jalani kehidupan anda seperti sedia kala . akan smpi waktu , semua nya terbongkar juga .

am i happy ?

happy ngan hidup mcm nih ?
happy ngan problem ?
happy ngan hidup xde pilihan ?

entah la . bukan niat nk merungut ,cuma kadang2 perlu jugak tanye diri sindiri .
entah la . bukan niat nk mintak simpati , cuma kadang2 perlu diluahkan .

im tired .
im tired with this kind of shit .
im tired .
im tired when nobody accept me for who i am .

facebook , useless .
blog , useless .
kalu semua nih private maybe ok la kot .

ouh ya , new updates ..
degree : cancel
keje : kene cr full time




p/s : esk nk g makan sushi buffet srg2 kt ou . tgk gwa gemuk mcm mane nnt !

tomorrow is not forever

esok mungkin ada ,
untuk kau bercerita .
esok mungkin ada ,
untuk kau bercinta .

esok mungkin ada ,
untuk aku disisi .

esok bukan selamanya ,
keluarlah engkau mengenali dunia .
esok bukan selamanya ,
jangan pula di kesal .



walau aku bukan baik , walau aku bukan terbaik . aku ttp berdiri . aku berhenti berlari . cari lah aku dgn cara yg elok . dimaki , mmg mknn aku . so , mmg xjalan la . tp jika itu yg kau mahukan , its ok .
akan ku daki bukit yg tinggi , kita jumpa di puncak !
aku xkn mengalah :)

something valueable

last night was awesome . at last i hv time for my own life . gossiping arnd .. it was awesome . playing cards , double awesome . chilling with bestfren , infinity awesome .

letting everything that's been on my mind for the past 3 weeks away for awhile . dah lama x mcm tuh . gelak2 xbenti . xde laki pun boleh kacau . girls day out :)

ouh ya , its been 2 weeks sy x makan nasi . smalam after blk from the curve , br dpt telan . 2 days ago lg la xmkn pape . i mean , benda yg mengeyangkn . gerak pegi unisel den trus g sri gombak . otw tuh mkn 1 slice of egg sandwich .balik mkn 4 keping kropok lekor kat rasta . dia nye kropok lekor now chomel2 je . den g mcd kt bsd , makan 3 ketul nugget . duk kt sna almost 5 hours , blk tuh br mkn sketul ayam . same goes to the next day . pegi sri gombak , minum je . den blk sni , mama masak nasi , tp xley makan . so just mkn sup ayam . mlm after curve tuh la yg br mkn nasi lemak , tuh pun xsmpi half sbb dah kne balik .

this is not me . i eat a lot ! i know YOU miss me , the old version of me . i miss me too . sometimes , we hv to take a break , sit down alone and learn about the world . bukan semua yg kita nak , kita kne dapatkn . ade hikmah semua tuh jd . awk kne blaja trima kenyataan . bukan blaja untuk mengubah qada dan qadar .

im not hating you , i just dont love you .

i was not a type of person who like to watch cartoon or super duper romantic movies . prefer action and horror movies . but 30 mins ago , i just watch ice age 2 . it was awesome . well , actually i just watch half of it . didnt get the chance to watch the full movie yet . was 2 xcited with asian food channel . hehe .

over all , it was superb . it makes me smile the whole time . they are just so adorable and .. i dont really get the exact word to dscribe them . sgt2 bekerja sama . well , u cant see thet situation or life in the real world isnt . i just feel like wanna live in their world . full of adventures yet so full of love .

it is not i dont believe in happy ending , but its so obvious that there is no happy ending in a real life ! i mean common , how happy u are with ur partner there will be the time u r left alone in this world . im not being negative or something , but hey , thats the fact . salah srg akn mati jugak kan ? so , whats the used of loving someone with all ur heart . ending it up with a death ? itu sakit . or mmg hidup untuk sakit ?

sy pun ada keinginan

sy tenang bila tgk binatang,
sy teruja bila dpt tgk bangau terbang2.
sy gembira bila dpt peluk kucing,
sy kecewa bila xdpt pegi zoo ..


next 2 month's plan :

nak beli 1 box of kereta chomel2 kt TOYs R US ; Rm60 .
nak beli askar kecik kt TOYs R US ; Rm20 .
nak pegi zoo ; Rm40 .
nak makan kt Tony Romas ; Rm150 .
nak makan kt fatty crab ; Rm80 .
nak makan kt tmpt seafood ; Rm100 .
nak beli mp3 ; Rm70 .

kena keje ;duration 2 months .