Our imagination are beyond expectation.

I always have this weird way of imagining things. especially when Im in the toilet or driving. Despite that I always talk to myself, I also like to create a scenario in my head. I think that is not a bad thing when we lives in a modern era. With all those gadgets, games and social media, we are actually lacking of 'mind creativity'.

Remember when we were young (this goes to ppl who was born before 1990) , we used to create our own weapon? As for my case, my brother was very creative and create our own 'gun'. He uses chopsticks and bind it together with rubber bands. When we shoot, the rubber band will go off and trust me, it hurts like hell!
At that time, we do hv a video game but it doesnt seems right to play it with only 2 ppl max while the others are just watching. So, that's when we will came out with a new games called 'office' , or 'restaurant' or maybe 'masak2'.


Imagination that went beyond the line.

About 2 to 3 weeks ago, I was driving back from college. It was late at night as I have to attend PAG's theater rehearsal. It was a dark night, and the roads are empty. I was driving 50kmp, and that was the time the imagination gone wild.

I imagined that what if I had an accident? Car accident that caused me in a coma for maybe, 2 months? and I had a brain damage that caused problem in my memories? Who will be there waiting for me to wake up? or even have a faith on me waking up? 2 months is a long time to hold on to something that has no guarantee. and if I do woke up, will I change and be a better person or worst? Who will I remember? Will my personality change? Will I have the strength to deal with my memories or will I just give up?

I was spending the whole journey back home with all these thoughts.

It was a dark night,
And I was alone for a moment,
Lost in my own fantasy,
Listening to the sound of ours,
Listening to the story,
Wishing I could turn it off
Coz it doesnt give any good to me.

'short & sweet'

'short + sweet'

This is my second involvement in PAG's play. Nothing to be proud of, Im not one of the actors , Im just one of the crew. As always. 

Despite the loneliness in the control room, Im grateful because form there, I can observe everyone at the same time. (but most of the time I will be in my own world reading my novel). Last year, I worked with the other 'Gods'. I miss having them with me. The new 'setup' is kinda 'boring'. 

It's funny how people will only notice me if they needed something. That's the beauty of being one of the backstage crew I guess. 

That's all for now. I hope I still have a chance to be in charge of the sound and what not for next year ;) 

circle

Selangkah ke depan, lima langkah ke belakang.
back to square one.
I hate this.
Mcm pusing pusing in circle.

Type panjang panjang, delete.
Type panjang panjang, simpann buat pekasam.
Motif?

Tak ada motif mana.
Cuma tak kesampaian menyampaikan hajat di hati.
Dihalang manusia punyai matlamat sendiri.