Diam

pernah kau isi air dlm bekas syampoo and guna tuh untuk lebih kurang sminggu sbb xde duit ? pernah hidup jd vegetarian hanya mkn nasi n kubis goreng sepanjang kau belajar ? ataupun goreng telur mkn ngan kicap n pretend benda tuh sedap gile babi ? pernah kau buat muka tebal and tanye member2 kau yg kaya ada tak baju2 yg nk buang ? pernah kau pakai jeans yg kain dia lusuh gile n senang nk koyak sbb dah lama yg kau dpt dr member2 kau ? pernah kau pergi interview pinjam baju mak kau yg saiz dia 2 kali lg besar sbb kau dah xde baju ? pernah kau mengidam nk mkn mcm2 tp xdpt last2 kau ttdo smbl berangan kau mkn mknn tuh ? pernah kau terpaksa lupakn impian kau n bg alasan bodoh kt org2 sbb kau xde duit nk sambung blaja ? pernah kena kutuk ngan ex sendiri sbb kau org miskin yg xmampu nk blanja dia mkn ? pernah rasa bersalah sbb xpnah dpt beli hadiah birthday tuk member baik mahupun tuk partner kau ?



tak pernah kan ? so kau diam bile aku jd workholic . kau diam . kau tak layak tuk bersuara ! diam .

random mandom

i want to go out really late at night just to drive around with my friends n of coz some amount of cash 2 .


on a sunday morning . pack some foods , drinks and of coz dunhill mesti cukup . pick up my random friends . load it in kembara . pasang lagu lemon tree , drive smpi memane nak . stop for lunch , den continue the journey till night . melalak dlm kreta . tido . story mory . gelak2 . kalu minyak hbs , isi lagi .


forget bout everything for awhile . personal problems , left it at home . ouh ya , semua bawak bj spare incase ade idea yg bodoh . contohnye , ttbe dah smpi genting , den turun pegi pd . den mlm ttbe dah ade kt club . pagi esk br balik .

sometimes we all need a random friend to hang out with .




gnite :)

nothing to talk about

do you really want to talk about karma with me huh ? well , i dont . coz i've seen the 'karma' in a diff way den others do . karma doesnt get into ur life immediately ! ur asshole attitude jerk sometimes will be revenge by other ppl in a diff way . for example , you are a fucking bitch in 6 yrs back . but maybe the so called karma will get u now .

i dont really believe in karma actually . based on my experience , good thing will definitely never ever gives u something u need back . never . im not being negative or something . im just saying based on my experience . so judging is not allowed .

so , lets not talk about karma ok ? :) just sit back and relax . n yea , im good . thank you for asking .




thank you

the future isnt always gonna be bright dear :)

a wise man once told me ; marriage is like cooking . you have to mix up all the spices, salt and sugar . you dont need the exact quantity of each , coz to be an excellent chef , you just need to measure it using ur heart .

but thats the thing , i may be great at cooking , i may be able to cook something new by just looking at the tv show and end up we are all having a delicious dinner . alhamdullilah . BUT , in relationship , i would say u will be eating rubbish for ur dinner dear .




mak sy ckp , tak baik berdendam lama2 . sbb tuh la sy maafkan semua ex sy . so jgn pepandai nak tanye ape masalah sy bile sy berkawan dgn mereka . terima kasih :)

maybe ..

trying to get a whole new view of things .

alhamdulillah , finals dah hbs . now tinggal nk kne present video je . video pun blum siap di re-do . ah , esk saja . mlm ini mlm pesta . pesta bg ku adalah pesta alam fantasi . tidur !

smalam pun dah tdo kul 4 lebih . bgn kul 7 . di quarantine kan 7 JAM ! penat .. penat sgt .

setiap yang jd , ada hikmah yg telah di tentukan .
kalau aku srg je yg trima pun xboleh jugak kan ? perlukan masa mungkin .
akan ku kotakn janji2 ku sebelum november . insyallah . dengan izin Allah .
bertenang sj . jalani kehidupan anda seperti sedia kala . akan smpi waktu , semua nya terbongkar juga .

am i happy ?

happy ngan hidup mcm nih ?
happy ngan problem ?
happy ngan hidup xde pilihan ?

entah la . bukan niat nk merungut ,cuma kadang2 perlu jugak tanye diri sindiri .
entah la . bukan niat nk mintak simpati , cuma kadang2 perlu diluahkan .

im tired .
im tired with this kind of shit .
im tired .
im tired when nobody accept me for who i am .

facebook , useless .
blog , useless .
kalu semua nih private maybe ok la kot .

ouh ya , new updates ..
degree : cancel
keje : kene cr full time




p/s : esk nk g makan sushi buffet srg2 kt ou . tgk gwa gemuk mcm mane nnt !

tomorrow is not forever

esok mungkin ada ,
untuk kau bercerita .
esok mungkin ada ,
untuk kau bercinta .

esok mungkin ada ,
untuk aku disisi .

esok bukan selamanya ,
keluarlah engkau mengenali dunia .
esok bukan selamanya ,
jangan pula di kesal .



walau aku bukan baik , walau aku bukan terbaik . aku ttp berdiri . aku berhenti berlari . cari lah aku dgn cara yg elok . dimaki , mmg mknn aku . so , mmg xjalan la . tp jika itu yg kau mahukan , its ok .
akan ku daki bukit yg tinggi , kita jumpa di puncak !
aku xkn mengalah :)

something valueable

last night was awesome . at last i hv time for my own life . gossiping arnd .. it was awesome . playing cards , double awesome . chilling with bestfren , infinity awesome .

letting everything that's been on my mind for the past 3 weeks away for awhile . dah lama x mcm tuh . gelak2 xbenti . xde laki pun boleh kacau . girls day out :)

ouh ya , its been 2 weeks sy x makan nasi . smalam after blk from the curve , br dpt telan . 2 days ago lg la xmkn pape . i mean , benda yg mengeyangkn . gerak pegi unisel den trus g sri gombak . otw tuh mkn 1 slice of egg sandwich .balik mkn 4 keping kropok lekor kat rasta . dia nye kropok lekor now chomel2 je . den g mcd kt bsd , makan 3 ketul nugget . duk kt sna almost 5 hours , blk tuh br mkn sketul ayam . same goes to the next day . pegi sri gombak , minum je . den blk sni , mama masak nasi , tp xley makan . so just mkn sup ayam . mlm after curve tuh la yg br mkn nasi lemak , tuh pun xsmpi half sbb dah kne balik .

this is not me . i eat a lot ! i know YOU miss me , the old version of me . i miss me too . sometimes , we hv to take a break , sit down alone and learn about the world . bukan semua yg kita nak , kita kne dapatkn . ade hikmah semua tuh jd . awk kne blaja trima kenyataan . bukan blaja untuk mengubah qada dan qadar .

im not hating you , i just dont love you .

i was not a type of person who like to watch cartoon or super duper romantic movies . prefer action and horror movies . but 30 mins ago , i just watch ice age 2 . it was awesome . well , actually i just watch half of it . didnt get the chance to watch the full movie yet . was 2 xcited with asian food channel . hehe .

over all , it was superb . it makes me smile the whole time . they are just so adorable and .. i dont really get the exact word to dscribe them . sgt2 bekerja sama . well , u cant see thet situation or life in the real world isnt . i just feel like wanna live in their world . full of adventures yet so full of love .

it is not i dont believe in happy ending , but its so obvious that there is no happy ending in a real life ! i mean common , how happy u are with ur partner there will be the time u r left alone in this world . im not being negative or something , but hey , thats the fact . salah srg akn mati jugak kan ? so , whats the used of loving someone with all ur heart . ending it up with a death ? itu sakit . or mmg hidup untuk sakit ?

sy pun ada keinginan

sy tenang bila tgk binatang,
sy teruja bila dpt tgk bangau terbang2.
sy gembira bila dpt peluk kucing,
sy kecewa bila xdpt pegi zoo ..


next 2 month's plan :

nak beli 1 box of kereta chomel2 kt TOYs R US ; Rm60 .
nak beli askar kecik kt TOYs R US ; Rm20 .
nak pegi zoo ; Rm40 .
nak makan kt Tony Romas ; Rm150 .
nak makan kt fatty crab ; Rm80 .
nak makan kt tmpt seafood ; Rm100 .
nak beli mp3 ; Rm70 .

kena keje ;duration 2 months .

what will happen ?

i've been thinking ..ape akn jd in d future

1) bila dah hbs dip. mulakn kehidupan kerja part time selama 2 bulan
2) masuk degree , lain2 college . kalau masuk U , kene duk hostel . bilik ngan budak2 yg xknal .
3) xjumpa yg sekepala . nak tanye asgmnt kat siapa ?
4) kalu sakit mcm mane ? drg mesti xkesah punya
5) bile masing2 dah busy , 2 ,3 taun skali br dpt jumpa blk .
6) dah hbs degree , keja pulak . or maybe salah srg dah kawin or pegi oversea . how ?
7) what will happen for the next 6 years ?

and ... that is why i repeat subject . bukan sbb failed , just because i want to spend more time with my beloved . sweet kan sy ? :)

mana jua kau pergi , aku sentiasa menanti .

Ku mencari , dimana bayangmu
di setiap penjuru ,
tidak pernah jemu .

Dari terbit matahari ,
hingga bulan menemani ,
sudikah kau muncuk kembali ?

Mengubati hati yang sedih dan sepi ,
terasa sejuk embun pagi ,
hanya mengharapkan pelukanmu disisi .

Usahlah berlari ,
berhenti mengenal diri .
hadirlah disini,
kerna namamu sentiasa di cinta ini .

happiness

what happiness means to you ?

well , for me happiness is when :

1) i have my own house
2) a great job
3) great paycheck
4) and not to be worried bout anything else .


which i will get my true happiness when im 29 yrs old . percaya ?


insyallah :)

updates

memandangkn dah xde blog nak bc , xde game nk main , and xde idea tuk asgmnt , sy update la diri skejap ..

status : taken but single .
financial : officially broke .
health : hampir demam .
asgmnts : BANYAK PROJECT !
car condition : perlu di hantar ke hospital .
current mood : MISSING SOMEONE !
future plan : cert. in chef , degree in marketing .
tomorrow's plan : CLASS
love life : keep it to myself lah .

puasa tahun nih sama je mcm last yr . papa mengamuk lg . hm . kalu mcm nih la tiap2 taun , everytime puasa gwa duk rumah sewa je . xkesah la berbuka srg2 pun . lg hati senang . tp ade jugak kelainan puasa tahun nih . ana xde . dafi xde . rasa kosong pulak ttbe . my sis ade , my brother ada . my sis inlaw pun ade . tp , ntah la . rs kosong sgt2 . bile kehidupan terbatas , mula memberontak . kan ?



places i wanted to go:
1) fraser hill
2) cherating
3) a place at johore ( xigt nama )
4) sg gabai
5) somewhere far2 away from here with my gf :)

and .. not just that . sy nak pegi semua tmpt tuh tanpa plan ! i really miss my adventure life . life yg setiap hari kelam kabut . life yg outgoing yet , i sill manage to get an A for my exam . life yg penuh masalah SENDIRI . life yg fun . life yg uncontrollable . life yg u didnt expect much from others . life yg .. hurm . life yg sy penah ada .


BUT , who am i to ask for it ? who am i to complain what i hv now ? who am i to mumbling around ? who am i to expect all this while i have to take care of everybody's feeling and needs .

hidup pun mesti diteruskn . kan ? tp sy penat :(
tinggalkn sy seorang diri kejap boleh tak ? please ..

everynite

tutup mozilla semata2 kne uninstall ym , then install blk . mcm gne ym pakai buang . pakai skali je den dah kne delete . masalah laptop ke masalah otak ? after chat , akn disconnect sendiri den bile nk sign in blk , trobleshoot . kang gwa shoot betul2 kang br tau . haihh . gwa tak goyang bai ! hahaha .


sakit jiwa !

cinta terlarang

Angin ,
sampaikan rindu ini padanya .
biarpun ku berbicara ,
ku pasti dia tidak mendengarnya .

Rindu ,
teruskan begitu .
hanya rindu yang menghidupkan aku,
di pentas bumi lakonan sendiri.

Syg ,
tutuplah matamu .
lena lah mu bersama mimpi ,
moga kita bertemu di alam fantasi .


ku pasti menanti ..

have you ever

have u ever feel like suddenly u just wanna break down and cry ? feeling lonely evevtho u r crowded with ppl u loves around you ? have u ever wish u are invisible by one snap of ur finger ? have u ever wish ppl around u would understand if u suddenly crying with no reason at all ?

well , i did . today .. was the fucked up day ever . i've been control it since i step outside of my hse for a wedding . i dont know why . doesnt have a clue at all . maybe , i started of a wrong foot i guess . maybe .. just maybe . its not i dont want to tell them how i feel . the first main reason is , i might cry . d other reason is .. im afraid they wont understand . im not just being ego when i dont want to cry infront of them . its just i feel safer by doing it . just let me be pls .







p/s : i miss someone who could tell if im crying or just lack of sleep . i miss him :(

you should be thankful if ..

1) dia terima kau seadanya . dr segi fizikal mahupun perangai ..
2) dia tau berapa byk jenis senyuman dan tawa mu yg kau ada .
3) dia sanggup ada disisi kau dan hanya berdiam diri bila kau marah .
4) he will be proud of you no matter how ur achievements are .
5) dia tau betapa byk yg kau berubah walaupun dia tiada disisi mu didlm perjuangan itu .
6) dia sentiasa mahukn yg terbaik untuk mu .
7) sentiasa rasa bersalah kalau dia bukan yg terbaik
8) tidak pernah mengenal erti penat untuk bersabar dgn kerenah kamu .
9) believe that kau sentiasa boleh berubah walau apa pun kata org di luar sana .
10 ) will always catch u before u fall .

renung renungkan lah . dan .. slamat bersyukur !
;)

HELP !

im fucking bored ! boringgggg . yg teramat sgt . nak tau kenapa ?


haa , sbb every fucking day doing the fucking same routine .
1) bangun
2) makan
3) smoke
4) mandi
5) keluar pegi 'our restaurant'
6) order
7) set up laptop
8) online
9) pool kejap
10) online lg . lg dan lg !
11) pukul 10pm , balik .
12) makan
13) set up movie kt laptop
14) TIDO !



and 14 benda nih di repeat sebijik bijik ke esokkan nya ! urrrggghhhhh . help me !



salah ke aku cepat bosan ? salah ke aku suka kelainan ? help ! help ! helpppp !

valentines day

valentines day is the day when all the lovers around the world celebrating their so called love by sending roses , cards and such to their partner . well , for me .. the first time i celebrate it when i was in form 5 . that is the first fucking time i do have someone to celebrate it . its not that i really need too , but i would love to explore the feeling of celebrating valentines day .

it was my training for MSSM day . i went there straight after school. wearing my pj's uniform and he is wearing his school uniform . he is all the way from Gombak , took several train to get to One Utama . actually , he did it every Friday just to met up with me for couple of hours , due to the tuition that i have to attend . he did .that day , i really thought he couldn't make it course i have to start my training in couple of minutes . in disappointing mood , i started my training . at the end of the training , there he was . standing behind me with a big smile . even though i knew he was so damn tired after the ride and all , but he still manage to put on a big smile for me .

actually , we are not really celebrating it like others does . we were just hanging around , chatting and smoking at the stairs . just the two of us . it was fun tho . and i still can see it clearly in my mind of that one fine day . i never had a chance to thank him on the memories actually . so , i guess i just thank this guy here , hopefully he will read this , someday , somehow .. here it goes ,


Mohd Farid Radzi ,
thank you for the memory .. (02.12.06 - 02.04.07)





2009 was the second time i celebrated valentines day . it was with my best friend , Nadia Shazanna . we were in Shah Alam , doing nothing . and suddenly we thought of celebrating it together since we're the only one who doesnt have partner . if im not mistaken , it was after class , we went back home and starts choose a dress to wear , what colour of eye shadow and so on . we were just too excited ! we went to Bukit Bintang and straight searching for the Bangkok Jazz . its our favorite place to chill . well , even though i went there several of times , i still gt lost . haha . well , we still manage to get there right on time . its 1200am , 14.02.09 .. we bought a drink and just listening to the jazz music . cheering our self . forget the sad side of ours . we went back at 2am . it was fun ! i really mean it . i had a great time celebrating valentines with my best friend .




14.02.10 , 1200am . i was at Starbucks working my ass out . well , of course with other barista and supervisor as well . i done with my closing , and i sat down alone at the outside of One Utama , suddenly all the memories i have for valentines just hit me back . i msged my best friend , i told her that im really sorry i didn't have time for the celebration . i msged one of my ex for 1 yr of friendship i guess . i msged my bf , wishing velentines day . i went to my store again to pick up my stuff while still waiting for them to finish their work . and with my happy face plus the Ronald McDonald's smile on my face , i wish all of them happy valentines day .




what is valentines day actually ? according to the valentines day the movie , " there was a man named Valentine lives in a small city . he claims that every one needs love . so , he married to every women in the city to share his loves . one day , he hang himself and left a note to his beloved wives saying 'from your valentine' . from than onwards , people will celebrate valentines day every 14th of February . so , are you saying we CANT celebrate our loves if it wasnt valentines day ? we CANT gives presents or cards or maybe roses if it wasnt valentines day ?


based on the true story of valentines day , its a very sad story to talk about actually . there is a girl named by Valentina , who are deeply in love with her boyfriend . BUT , in the village that she lives in , no woman could be in love with any guy . she's belong to a rich family and one hell day , her dad asked her to be marry with a guy that he choose for her . well , her dad is just being a dad who would always wanted her daughter to be married to so called the perfect guy . so , Valentina and her boyfriend have plan to run away from the hell and live happily ever after . she told her boyfriend to wait at the jungle while she's trying to escape from her father . long story short , she found her lover at the jungle and they live their life there . BUT , her family found her and her lover at the jungle and caught her and went back home . the end of the story , she left her lover , her love behind . so , the conclusion is .. why should we celebrate Valentines day whereby its a sad sad sad love story ? there is no love fairies to be depended on .








what say you ?

puff ! hilang la ia :)

dah brape taun hidup , aku br sedar .. aku akn hilang dlm dunia aku bila diberikn photoshop . bukannya pandai pun , tp mmg ske explore . aku akn diam berjam jam , which is mmg aku ssh tuk diam , tp akn diam bila tgh edit benda . hanya berbekalkan hot chocolate , dunhill , dan lagu . diam la saya disitu . hehe

right now , im with my bf and sister kt restaurant kitorg . aku kt luar tgh buat hal aku and drg kt dlm tgh main pool .

kadang2 aku terfikir jgk untuk jd designer , tp ilmu xcukup . nk jd chef , masak bila tension je . nak kd photographer , xpandai mlukis . nak jd penasihat psychology , belum cukup pengalaman hidup . nak jd apa ek ? jd manusia pun susah . blum cukup falsafah hidup . jd pengkritik laa . itu kan sifat semula jadi :)

kalu hidup nih senang mcm main photoshop kan senang . bley tekan ctrl+z bila silap . kan ? kan ?

hilang

jangan kau pernah tanya kenapa ,
hati ini bukan untuk mu.
jangan kau pernah dengar suara ,
suara sumbang yg menyelubungi mu .

bawalah aku bersama ,
tinggalkan segala duka ,
menyepi kita berdua .
tinggallah dunia fana yg penuh nostalgia .

jangan pernah kau bertanya ,
lupakan saja dimana hilangnya

public

from now on , my blog will be no longer private . so , obviously the story about me will be lesser than ever :)

the story of us

its a movie actually . by Rob Reiner film . a movie about married cpl who unfortunately discover that they were not meant for each other . after 15 yrs , after 2 kids of their own . what a sad thing to discover right ?

the story mostly about how they pretend that they are fine by being a total different person infront of their kids . well , bad news for you dumb ass , any kids will sense their parents problem or changes . they have been living with you since the day they were born remember ?

mostly , they are living in a lie the whole time . they rarely talk about the problem since the day they are been living in the different house . they just spending their day with a bunch of pathetic idiots that they called friends . those idiots who have no idea of what they have been through yet they talked about it , they criticize it and made their own assumptions .to them , love is only about having sex each and every night .come on people , if u know nothing bout it , stop talking bout it. you guys just make things even worst man. i strictly disagree with the concept of telling the whole wide world what your problems are . i mean , its about you and your partner . its private ! ok2 , lets get back to the story .


so .. as far as i concern , they broke up just because they didnt feel like they belong to each other . arguing about almost everything , blaming each other on the break up thingy and yet they regret it every time they hook up again . but that's the thing . they hook up , break up , hook up again , and break up again . they are just keep on repeating the same old mistakes that they are aware of . whats wrong with you guys ? spending their nights staring at their pictures , remembering all those happy and valuable moments of theirs , romantic things that they used to do , those argument that they have before they fall asleep .


its all about fear . two people stay together because they terrified . fear loneliness , fear failure , fear the unknown . that is the main motivative for everything . fear and guilt are the two emotions that keep the society humming . if you are looking for a clear cut answer , you will never get it . in real life there is no clear cut answers . life .. is gray . for example , an ass is not really an ass . it may seem as an ass to you but in reality , there is no ass . it is just a fatty part at the top of each leg that just so happens to be buttered up together , hence the word butt . so , its all illusion . there is no such thing as an ass . just like there is no such thing as a perfect marriage , the perfect job ,the perfect child , all illusion of staying together and living happily ever after . its all illusions . can you see the similarities between love , having a perfect marriage and the butt story ? according to the one of the actor in the movie , love .. is just lost in the sky . oh i tell you , this guy is so positive . good for him tho . isnt it ?

even though at the end of the story they get back together , its clear enough that they are just missing the old days . missing those memories they have . they are just depending on what they have . they are just used of being together . the promises that they made on their wedding day . do you , take him for better or for worst till death do us apart . what happened to that ? and .. what actually do they meant when they said 'i love you' to each other ? i mean , come on you guys .. you have been tru it together for a long time . isnt its worth dealing for ? they are just being ego . cursing each other would made their day i guess. well , i've been in that kind of situation before . being curse , arguing for a small things , cheating , and hoping that someday somehow he will realize how much i loved him and somehow he will change . BUT , its not worth it at all . ok , seriously i have to control my emotion when i watched this movie . sometimes i just like , urghhhh . come on ppl . just kiss and make out . literally . hehe . ok2 , stop crapping around .


urghh , i just cant help it . its so much to talk about . so much to comment . or maybe , i will just leave it to you to comment the rest of the movie :)










oh , how i miss watching action movies

question mark

what is love means to u ?

dr kecik kita di ajar , di didik dgn perkataan cinta . love .. sama ada dlm movie , verbally , or non verbal communication . something like , if u nk bahagia .. u need love , share the love and so on . tp sbenarnya ada org explain tak kt kita apa itu cinta ? i dont think so . maybe , for some ppl , they hv their own theory or pemahaman sendiri pasal benda nih . well , for me .. still cant find d exact word or explaination for it .

to them , love is something they need to feel alive . when u love someone , u will do anything to make her/his happy . u will change anything or everything bout urself just to fit in with his/her life . u would sacrifice everything .. u would even die for the one u loves .

this is the concept of love . u can apply it to anything , anyone u love actually . ur partner , so called soul mate . ur family , frens , work , studies , even to ur pets ..

well , to me .. sacrifice urself for ur so called soul mate isnt worth it at all . coz once u are really into it , love .. u will lost ur common sense of everything .

keep it on , shut it up , moving on

all the damages that u did to my life have been burn .





aku di hadiahkn sebuah kenangan . manis dan pahit . di hadiahkn hati , yg suci lebur kini . manusia selalu percaya apa yg mereka nk percaya . itu kesilapnya . aku percaya dia boley berubah . aku percaya hanya masa menyatukan kita . aku percaya dlm diam , kau sedar . di situ aku menjadi manusia . manusia normal diperingkat kerpercayaan memakan diri sendiri .

lilin ini membunuh . sedikit demi sedikit . membunuh kenangan2 itu . ayah pernah berpesan , "jgn bakar lilin dlm bilik , bahaya . papa risau" . tp tau kah papa bahawa lilin itu ku bakar pabila ku terkenangkn kesedihan itu ? tahukah papa bahawa lilin itu umpama dia ?

lilin itu harum . seharum dia , seharum kenangan bersama . hanya aku dan dia tahu betapa harumnya lilin itu . tp syg , aku tak mampu untuk membawa ia kembali bersama ku . bukan ku tinggalkn kerna aku benci . tidak sama skali . aku tinggalkn bersama kenangan itu sendiri ..



persoalan disini , adakah dia juga begitu ?

biarkn angin ini yg membawa pesan

awk ,
trima kasih sbb faham sy .
trima kasih sbb tahan ngan prangai sy .

trima kasih ,
sbb awk jatuh dan bgn balik.
sbb awk membebel mcm mak nenek.
sbb awk tak suka mandi.

awk ,
sorang yg xpnah bising cr sy drive.
sorang yg xpnah knal erti lelah bersabar.
sorang yg xpnah marah ngan ego sy .

tolong ,
jgn putus asa .
tolong ,
jgn hilang dr sy .

saya ,
marah sbb sy nk tgk awk berjaya.
marah sbb awk dah mcm siblings sy.
marah sbb sy tau awk boleh buat .





post ini disampaikn oleh seseorang yg egonya amat tinggi namun dia sgt berterima kasih untuk kenangan jatuh bangun bersama . gelak tangis itu . walaupun , stiap pertemuan akn berpisah juga akhirnya , namun dia berharap agr kenangan2 itu yg akn mengisi setiap rongga bdn , setiap liang roma . biarkn kenangan itu yg menghiasi hari2 mu . biarkn juga air mata gembira bersama menghapuskn tangisan pilu hati .

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