have u ever feel like suddenly u just wanna break down and cry ? feeling lonely evevtho u r crowded with ppl u loves around you ? have u ever wish u are invisible by one snap of ur finger ? have u ever wish ppl around u would understand if u suddenly crying with no reason at all ?
well , i did . today .. was the fucked up day ever . i've been control it since i step outside of my hse for a wedding . i dont know why . doesnt have a clue at all . maybe , i started of a wrong foot i guess . maybe .. just maybe . its not i dont want to tell them how i feel . the first main reason is , i might cry . d other reason is .. im afraid they wont understand . im not just being ego when i dont want to cry infront of them . its just i feel safer by doing it . just let me be pls .
p/s : i miss someone who could tell if im crying or just lack of sleep . i miss him :(
well , i did . today .. was the fucked up day ever . i've been control it since i step outside of my hse for a wedding . i dont know why . doesnt have a clue at all . maybe , i started of a wrong foot i guess . maybe .. just maybe . its not i dont want to tell them how i feel . the first main reason is , i might cry . d other reason is .. im afraid they wont understand . im not just being ego when i dont want to cry infront of them . its just i feel safer by doing it . just let me be pls .
p/s : i miss someone who could tell if im crying or just lack of sleep . i miss him :(
same here i guess...
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