valentines day is the day when all the lovers around the world celebrating their so called love by sending roses , cards and such to their partner . well , for me .. the first time i celebrate it when i was in form 5 . that is the first fucking time i do have someone to celebrate it . its not that i really need too , but i would love to explore the feeling of celebrating valentines day .
it was my training for MSSM day . i went there straight after school. wearing my pj's uniform and he is wearing his school uniform . he is all the way from Gombak , took several train to get to One Utama . actually , he did it every Friday just to met up with me for couple of hours , due to the tuition that i have to attend . he did .that day , i really thought he couldn't make it course i have to start my training in couple of minutes . in disappointing mood , i started my training . at the end of the training , there he was . standing behind me with a big smile . even though i knew he was so damn tired after the ride and all , but he still manage to put on a big smile for me .
actually , we are not really celebrating it like others does . we were just hanging around , chatting and smoking at the stairs . just the two of us . it was fun tho . and i still can see it clearly in my mind of that one fine day . i never had a chance to thank him on the memories actually . so , i guess i just thank this guy here , hopefully he will read this , someday , somehow .. here it goes ,
Mohd Farid Radzi ,
thank you for the memory .. (02.12.06 - 02.04.07)
2009 was the second time i celebrated valentines day . it was with my best friend , Nadia Shazanna . we were in Shah Alam , doing nothing . and suddenly we thought of celebrating it together since we're the only one who doesnt have partner . if im not mistaken , it was after class , we went back home and starts choose a dress to wear , what colour of eye shadow and so on . we were just too excited ! we went to Bukit Bintang and straight searching for the Bangkok Jazz . its our favorite place to chill . well , even though i went there several of times , i still gt lost . haha . well , we still manage to get there right on time . its 1200am , 14.02.09 .. we bought a drink and just listening to the jazz music . cheering our self . forget the sad side of ours . we went back at 2am . it was fun ! i really mean it . i had a great time celebrating valentines with my best friend .
14.02.10 , 1200am . i was at Starbucks working my ass out . well , of course with other barista and supervisor as well . i done with my closing , and i sat down alone at the outside of One Utama , suddenly all the memories i have for valentines just hit me back . i msged my best friend , i told her that im really sorry i didn't have time for the celebration . i msged one of my ex for 1 yr of friendship i guess . i msged my bf , wishing velentines day . i went to my store again to pick up my stuff while still waiting for them to finish their work . and with my happy face plus the Ronald McDonald's smile on my face , i wish all of them happy valentines day .
what is valentines day actually ? according to the valentines day the movie , " there was a man named Valentine lives in a small city . he claims that every one needs love . so , he married to every women in the city to share his loves . one day , he hang himself and left a note to his beloved wives saying 'from your valentine' . from than onwards , people will celebrate valentines day every 14th of February . so , are you saying we CANT celebrate our loves if it wasnt valentines day ? we CANT gives presents or cards or maybe roses if it wasnt valentines day ?
based on the true story of valentines day , its a very sad story to talk about actually . there is a girl named by Valentina , who are deeply in love with her boyfriend . BUT , in the village that she lives in , no woman could be in love with any guy . she's belong to a rich family and one hell day , her dad asked her to be marry with a guy that he choose for her . well , her dad is just being a dad who would always wanted her daughter to be married to so called the perfect guy . so , Valentina and her boyfriend have plan to run away from the hell and live happily ever after . she told her boyfriend to wait at the jungle while she's trying to escape from her father . long story short , she found her lover at the jungle and they live their life there . BUT , her family found her and her lover at the jungle and caught her and went back home . the end of the story , she left her lover , her love behind . so , the conclusion is .. why should we celebrate Valentines day whereby its a sad sad sad love story ? there is no love fairies to be depended on .
what say you ?
