this is exactly what i need :)

ini tempat relax . tmpt yg diperlukan oleh orang2 yang jiwa kacau seperti sy .


this is where i belong .
tmpt yg tiada kamu .
tmpt yg tiada cinta .
untuk org yg tidak mengenal erti cinta .

aku larikn diri selama sebulan sudah,
entah kemana ,
entah tujuannya .
pelik , aku lari dan terus berlari hanya untuk bermula di tempat aslnya shj .







kami memulakn perjalanan pukul 8am . lepas isi minyak ape bagai , dengan bacaan bismillah , perjalanan di teruskan . just the two of us .
from damansara to 'there' , it took us about 4 hours . sbb berhenti 2 kali . first sbb nk gie toilet , second we found out that tayar xde angin ! haha . so , we drove 80kph . nmpk Shell , da happy dah . tp tgk2 tmpt isi angin tuh rosak pulak . cantikkkk ! so end up mls dah nk isi , biarkn je mcm tuh . hehe

d only best thing bout traveling is the journey . sy sgt2 suka perjalanan itu . adrenaline dia sgt melampau . excited sungguh . tp bila da smpi tuh , kurang sikit dah . pelik . di pantai itu hanya kami . persetankn org lain .


mungkin ini salahku ,
mungkin juga kamu ,
mungkin cinta ini bukan milik kita .

malam hari dingin ku terdengar suaramu ,
gelak tawa keriangan yg terselah .
malam hari dingin ku tertanya adakah rindu mu hanya untuk ku ,
adakah semua ini hanya mimpi ,
mimpi ngeri yg sempurna .




jgn risau . everything's gonna be alright . this i promise you . no worries

super weekends

had a GREAT weekends !

Saturday : Went out with my beloved kak fana . Location , Curve . lepaking at Starbucks , chatting and gossiping . update stories . and kai2 at the market . went back home and around 6pm went to AC kota damansara to play pool with my sister and her ex . den met up with my bestie . later that night , we went to karaoke till 9.30 , went back hme and watched hindustan movie with my sister .

Sunday : it was superb ! more than superb . spend time at home till 9pm , laundry, went out with my sygs , my sister , bro yen , kurnia , faiz and na . we went for a 2 hours of karaoke . and dinner at subaidah . we laughed like nobody's business ! main kejar2 kt tgh jln smpi kul 1am . went back home n jd suri rumah yg berjaya sikit . jemur baju , kemas almari and vacum carpet . sambung asgmnt den only tgk movie . exhausted ! sedar2 da pukul 3am . woke up late for clss today , but its worth it !



this coming sunday , gonna be better . gonna be awesome ! ;D

alhamdulillah

yesterday was perfect . woke up at 11 , went to putrajaya with my sister . d journey was fun ! stopped a police car . hihi . starving . no cash . it was fun .
went back home , catch a horror movie , slept for about half an hour , woke up n had a great time with asgmnts . go dinner with them , n most of all , accidentally met up with my bestie .

she is the world to me . she is my life .

forget everything that happened last night . erase it . i made up my mind , n that's it . i dont care what ppl will say . i dont care at all . their words cant harm me . this is what we call as free-will . fuck it . fuck u guys . i just wanna hv my own life .
this is not the time for me to be emotional or over react . i hv a bigger problem to deal with . face d fact that im not the one for u .

yesterday was perfect .
yesterday im surrounded by everyone that i love d most .
yesterday will visit me again once im settle with all those shits .
yesterday promise me happiness .
yesterday what i love the most .
and as for today , i will go with the flow .




thank you for calling me syg .
thank you for not letting me down .
thank you for putting a smile on my face .


thank you :)

be true to yourself

6 hours of philosophy this week makes me wanna puke .
3 hours of philosophy today , alone , makes me wanna quit studying .

but i wont . i want to achieve something . like what i hv achieved this week . which is only me , myself and god knows what . As for now , its not about proving or trying to please others . Its is just for my own satisfaction . I never achieve things that Im proud of since the day i was born . it always about pleasing ppl , satisfied others , make ppl proud of me .

be true to youself .

what is that suppose to mean ? how is that possible ? this is the questions that malaysians tend to face when ppl ask them to be true to their self . the answer that possibly given by malaysians are :
1)ishh . tak boleh la . nnt kecik pulak hati drg .
2)sy jujur la . cuma kadang2 , ade jugak terfikir otherwise .
3)eh , tak boleh la . nnt org ckp sy selfish .
4)sape ckp sy tak jujur ? sy jujur la . cuma sy tak suka tunjuk je .




this is a release tension thingy . this is something similar with food for thoughts . this is something light to 'convert' your mind for awhile from the world .