be true to yourself

6 hours of philosophy this week makes me wanna puke .
3 hours of philosophy today , alone , makes me wanna quit studying .

but i wont . i want to achieve something . like what i hv achieved this week . which is only me , myself and god knows what . As for now , its not about proving or trying to please others . Its is just for my own satisfaction . I never achieve things that Im proud of since the day i was born . it always about pleasing ppl , satisfied others , make ppl proud of me .

be true to youself .

what is that suppose to mean ? how is that possible ? this is the questions that malaysians tend to face when ppl ask them to be true to their self . the answer that possibly given by malaysians are :
1)ishh . tak boleh la . nnt kecik pulak hati drg .
2)sy jujur la . cuma kadang2 , ade jugak terfikir otherwise .
3)eh , tak boleh la . nnt org ckp sy selfish .
4)sape ckp sy tak jujur ? sy jujur la . cuma sy tak suka tunjuk je .




this is a release tension thingy . this is something similar with food for thoughts . this is something light to 'convert' your mind for awhile from the world .